By: Jerry Lu

Jerry Lu — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 06:15:12 +0000

I didn’t watch “Brokeback Mountain” until today. I didn’t knew who Heath Ledger was until about three days ago when I saw “The Dark Knight” with my friend at the cinema. The last time I cried was last year, when my biology teacher called me a liar for not bringing a pass to his class to work on a lab. Well, like I was saying. I didn’t really know the actor until about 4 months ago, and I thought he died from drunk driving or something, I didn’t really seem to care about the death of the actor until three days ago, when I saw “The Dark Knight”. I must say, that was better than Jack Nichols’s Joker. I was depressed after watching the film because way too many people dies in the film and mainly because of the actor, Heath Ledger died. I did a little research on the actor, watched some videos of him that was shot in the past on YOUTUBE and… I cried… So young, such talent, and he must of had plans of his future, he must of wanted to see his daughter grow up. Today, I watched Brokeback Mountain, a movie that didn’t really interested me because its about cowboys and the mountains. I’m glad that I watched this movie, and I also wish that I hadn’t. I’m glad because I found another good movie that really strikes my heart. I wish that I hadn’t watch the movie because now I feel even more grief over the actor, over the movie, and… just some reasons that I can’t really explain… I wished I could of tell Heath Ledger what a great actor he was and, I really admire his works, but…
The thing is, we’re all so lucky to have our loved ones around us, tell them that we love them while they can still hear you! JUST TELL THEM THAT YOU STILL LOVE THEM WHILE THEY CAN STILL HEAR YOU!!!
Never did a movie or actor has left such huge impact and heartache on me and, I just wish the actor, Heath Ledger can rest in peace. I will always remember him…

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By: Jerry Lu